knowing unpleasant truth is always unconvenient. very dissapointing.
well, become an orphan makes me uneasy to trust people.
i slowly making progress each day to trust people and build my confidence in making decision without parent advise.
but once i felt betrayed, felt like all the progress is a bullshit and i'm back to square one.
God, please give me a bit of Your migjty strength.. so i can face all of it.