uh-oh! this kind of feeling... i felt it back then on june '08 and june '09. kind of decision i should take, but usually it took me 2-3 months in advanced. while now, i felt it like 2 years in advanced.
gotta keep my faith on it.
i wish everything can go together, but sadly it is not. just like john green said on one of his book, "the world is not a wish granting factory". anyway, i can only hope that everything will be alright.
tough.. tough year. but i'll hang on. every bittersweet i had, hopefully i can left the bitter and take this as a milestone of the sweet thing on each path ahead.