i stop seeing myself as the one who have a problem. i did some reflection and i realized i did nothing wrong. i live the life in a good way, straight way, in a way that God bless.
i change my point of view and i found that it wasn't me who has a problem, other people was. and it is affect me in a bad way that makes me loose my self confidence.
so dian dear, you are not troubled girl, you are just surrounded by other people troubles... so fix it. a trouble fixer that's you are. it doesn't mean you interfering other people problem, it is because they don't know what to do.
so try to make everything better and believe that God will help.