my horcrux

it’s been a year and a half for me, living away from my hometown. from my mum, dad and brother. from my friends and also from anything that “really me”.
i feel emptiness. missing some part of my life. especially here at my now rented small room. i feel like some parts of me have been separated and destroyed from myself. makes me so weak as time goes by. weak and dying.

google-box. i always lived with TV since I was a kid. it was my first technology that i know. i learnt so much stuff from it. ancient TV SHARPS, 14” POLYTRON, and the last ones 29” PHILLIPS Pixel Plus was my Mahaguru at home.

Mr. Oren. he is my computer-set at my home. i’ve got it from my parents on my 2nd year at my university. i always play him everyday. he is my creativity tools.

Kumbang and Kevin.
Kumbang is a HONDA Astrea Grand that had been transformed by my brother into something that looks like a bug. he is my mentor that encouraged my adventurer side.
Kevin is a SHOGUN 125 that always is my ride. Kevin is very close to me. i was a working-student since my 4th year at my college life, and my salary was contributed to finish Kevin’s installment. nothing come easily yet at my life, always need big efforts and passions to get anything.

it’s been a year and a half, feels like living in an ice age era. all the things that growth my knowledge, creativity, and accommodate my adventure side seems like stuck and far away from me.
i’ve been trying so hard to keep my self away from insanity. keep my self for not give up to create another horcrux without killing anything *ha.. ha.. ha* at any place where i should belong.

*) a horcrux is a fictional magical object in the harry potter series by j. k. rowling. it is a dark magic device created to attain immortality.